Friday, October 2, 2015

Evolution

Togetherness. That's what you call this. My association with the blogspot go a long way back in 2008 when i created this account. But all these years, I didn't feel like writing anything.. I was busy trying to make my failed life turn into a glorious one that would eventually blur my darkened past. Now whether I have succeeded or not actually rests on how I define "success". But it is true that I have evolved into a different person with different aims, thoughts, beliefs.. Obviously the 'self' of some basic values and nature is the same underneath but the people who came close to me in these 5 years opened for me new avenues to think and execute, to voice and rejoice the life in a new way, the  new dimension of it churning out of me, my questioning self.

I would say I am a much more confidant woman now, definitely with some weaknesses that often grip and grasp me.. but I have the newly discovered self and a bunch of friends who help me overcome quickly!!

And the darkened past? Yes it has blurred but has left a scar. Just waiting for the day the scar would pain me no more..